so i finished 2 of my books

i'm sure i will read them again. now i've plunged into every man's battle, and facedown. i'm about to do some teaching on worship at leader's revolution, i have lots of info, i just pray i can put it together where it makes sense, and it makes a difference. i ask myself, if it's not relevant and engaging, as well as useful, then why would anyone want to sit and listen and participate? i've been having this feeling as of late that i'm not doing enough. that i'm not going deep enough. if you read seth's blog awakeland, he spoke my sentiments. i feel like there is all this water, but it's ankle deep and i want to swim in the blue hole. so how do i go deeper? how do i seek the revelation of the most high God? good question. there are so many things that i want to do. sometimes i lose sight of where God has me now. i know that those kids i teach each day are a ministry. i love them and want to see them come to Christ. i also want to see hurting people bound up and healed. i want to see teenagers live a life of self-control and purity. i want to see children have a great biblical world view. so how does all of that happen. not in my strength. only in His.

Not only does God receive with delight gifts that belonged to Him in the first place, but He also pays the costliest of prices for their delivery Matt Redman

have a great day
chuck